Full heart

Tonight my heart is so full after putting the boys to bed.  Listening to Parker and Beckham in bed together reading books and having so much fun while Jett is "downstairs" in the bunk talking to himself.  I got to rock Jett tonight and sing to him- I loved every minute.  Rocking Denver to sleep was especially fun tonight because I got to sing hymns in his ear while he calmed down.  So snuggly and precious.  I just love those boys so much.  Tonight Jett was in the playroom getting frustrated with a toy while I was cleaning the kitchen.  I went into the room to see what was wrong and he handed me the offending toy and then patted the floor and said "down" for me to sit with him.  My heart absolutely melted; nothing in the world mattered at that moment and it just felt so good to sit and play with my Jett.  

My heart is overflowing with love for these precious boys; overflowing with gratefulness to the Lord that I get to be their mommy.  I just want to weep in front of him sometimes- telling him thankyou for giving me another day of good health and energy to be their mom.  

Denver James

My precious Denver James- I love you so big and so deep.  It's pretty special staring at my last baby...taking it all in.  So what are some things I'm cherishing?

Sticking my face in yours when you sleep and smelling that sweet newborn breath. Some of my favorite times are rocking you while you sleep...staring and snuggling you my sweet tiny baby boy.

You are smiling big now- I love sitting and talking to you...one of my favorite things to do- while you coo and "talk" back to me.

This bear...you love this bear.  The other day I put you down on your boppy pillow with your bear while I put your big brothers to sleep and you fell asleep!  I just about died.  So precious ❤️❤️❤️

You are my little sunshine and I'm so grateful to the Lord for you.  My littlest- my baby.