Dear my little love bug:
Today, we had a rough day, didn't we? You seemed to not like the fact that Gigi came over and was taking my attention. I figured that out when you said "mommy, can you stop talking to gigi??". You also seemed to be a little on the rebellious side; not really doing anything I would ask you to do. I know that you must have been tired from no nap too, and that could have played a big part in why you decided to HIT Beckham so hard on the head with your hot wheel car. However, tonight, when I got to rock you to sleep- as I was looking down at you- my heart overflowed. You are still my little baby...I can still see your little face on my chest when you were but a few weeks old. Your chubby cheeks and how your face is shaped. I loved holding you so close and snuggling with you and singing to you. It truly made my hurting heart from having to be the "disciplinarian mommy" feel so full of joy again. Tonight before I came back here to type this note, I went in to check on you...your little feet were sticking out from the bottom of your blanket...so small, so preciously perfect. I know days like this are hard on you too- I know it's no fun when mommy has to be "tough", but I know that because we love each other so much in our hearts- days like this will be a distant memory when we wake up tomorrow. I feel so blessed to be yours and bubba's mommy. I love you more than you will ever ever EVER know.
Love,
Mommy
In Dee Forrest****** I am a mommy to four wonderful little boys. I love my role and want to remember every little detail of the days that I get to spend with them as a stay-at-home mommy. I am a homeschooling momma with a husband who is working full time along with full time seminary. This blog is to help me work through the daily, but mainly, it's to help me remember precious little moments that I never want to forget and cherish forever!
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