Beckham is 7 days shy of being 3 months old. I realized recently how in one month my sweet little boy has truly begun to blossom even more! He is smiling and coo'ing and laughing on his own instead of on demand. Before, I used to HOPE I would get a smile- now I am almost guaranteed a smile from that sweet baby. Before, I used to have to hold him all of the time because no one really wanted to hold him (due to a fussiness), now everyone wants to hold him because he is so happy and lovable!! I am falling more and more in love with him every minute of the day- he has truly become a part of me and when I am away from him...just like my sweet Parkerman...my heart aches for him.
Tonight- after I took a bubble bath with my two boys, I was sitting on the couch with Beckham propped up on my lap and Parker squeezed up right next to me with my arm around him. It felt so good....it's amazing how God allows your heart to fill up with so much joy by just being close to your children....just "being".
I never imagined in my wildest dreams motherhood could be this amazing. I never imagined that just laying next to your toddler, watching him fall asleep, could be the most incredible feeling. I never imagined how a tiny baby who just smiles at you could cause your heart to melt beyond description.
Thank you Father....THANK YOU for my children...I beg you for their hearts...I beg you that as soon as it is possible, my sweet boys would give their hearts over to you, and let Christ be Lord over their lives.
In Dee Forrest****** I am a mommy to four wonderful little boys. I love my role and want to remember every little detail of the days that I get to spend with them as a stay-at-home mommy. I am a homeschooling momma with a husband who is working full time along with full time seminary. This blog is to help me work through the daily, but mainly, it's to help me remember precious little moments that I never want to forget and cherish forever!
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